looking the address box

Looking longingly to the internet explorer address box. Chuckling in front of the computer, heart rehearse asking is she there? Any email from her? Without any delay, I open the inbox fumbling in there. There is just two ultimate results. Reality is a cruel or happiness to people who pray hard.

Between times I’ll look back our email and review. Reviewing how we meet to each other, started the first conversation, 1^st time my heart led me to send her a 1^st message, everyday try to add more topic in our conversation, check my inbox in ante meridiem, another check in post meridiem, keep my finger crossed hoping she won’t stop messaging out of the blue.

Absurd, I may just a bigwig in this world, thinking another side of it? Does she has a duty to reply me? I may is a selfish guy, I hope to control her.

Wish I could keep you much longer,

I know you gotta go cuz you got thing to do,

wish I could keep you much longer,

now you to busy for me girl like I was to you,

wish I could stop by,

and maybe say ‘hi’,

wish I could stop by,

and lay by your side,

wish I could stop by,

and maybe say ‘hi’,

wish I could stop by,

and lay by your side,

the table have turned,

and I’ve finally learned,

that this is makin up for everyday I was gone,

and that’s what I’m concerned,

but now is comfirmed,

that you spread your wings and learned to fly all alone,

darkness in the night,

I’ll find that light for you,

As long as I got that eyes,

I’ll have a sight for you,

Long as I am a life I’d die for you,

I wanna be with you,

Wish I could keep you much longer,

I know you gotta go cuz you got thing to do,

wish I could keep you much longer,

now you to busy for me girl like I was to you,

wish I could stop by,

and maybe say ‘hi’,

wish I could stop by,

and lay by your side,

wish I could stop by,

and maybe say ‘hi’,

wish I could stop by,

and lay by your side,

.....i sing it load and load.....