stop freaking my feelings.
i am sad to say i lying to myself.
i am scare to press the mouse just to open our chat box.
i am afraid of looking you online.
i am fail to approach my feelings.
i am lost now.
help me if you can, teach me if you now, scold me if you want, but don't ask me to go further more.
even though, i use reason to cover myself, it was a futile to me, but i had chosen.
for those who has lost their way, review back.