damn day....

Damn!!!!!!

What happen to my stomach~~

Damn!!

I have been stomach ache for this few days….

Now still happening on me…..

Arh~~

Can’t stand long and some more tomorrow have competition…..

Need to pray hard tonight ….. to wish a better tomorrow.~~~

This is not the only thing I busy, my oral test is coming also…..

This time, I have not much confidence to achieve my goal.

This time, I’m afraid of this teacher.

This time, I wanna “kill” this teacher with my words~~

This time, I’m serious, but it can’t stand long, gosh!

This is my last oral test and maybe it’ll affect my future career. I take this with 3 girls and I’m the only boy. The script was written by me. But alas, my dialog is just a few, as well as it’s just answering my friend question. I’m really sad about this. If the teacher don’t satisfy for this, I gonna killed soon. Hope everything will proceed in a smooth and safest way.

In here, I may thank for the comment you guys give me comments. It really give me such a energy to continue to face challenge…^^

school team

Training to be the best is difficult.

Is time to update here, leaf-ING room. Although I was exhausted, but long time didn’t post, I’ll feel not comfortable.

This year, the 1^st challenge I take is to join school basketball team. The trek to be a player is so hard. I’m the guy who always thinks nothing can take me down. But this time is different; I maybe fail to show off myself. I found that I can’t be superb in basketball. Training all the day under Malaysia sun, is very unlucky. The sun is too warm in Malaysia. Until my skin got too much of vitamin D, become damn dark and my eyes almost blind. When the coach scolded me, I can’t face to him. It shows I’m so rubbish, that until can’t face him.

All of this is just a beginning, the show never end until I can’t challenge more. But at all, be a school team player, I’ll do all my best to feed back my last government school, the last secondary school year….

a worst date

Watching latest girlfriend going out with a shorter guy, I seem to be a little bit jealous to them. Unbelievable, the boy is shorter than my latest GF. The words come from the boy was fulfill with all the brickbats, thorns as well as much of F**K words. Damn it, I was thinking that, am I really that bad to go out with?


Before this funny scene began, I was expecting to go out with two girls, with lots of fun. But alas, I couldn’t hide my angriness. What I expected before this outing was a simple eating fair. But why at last, I was going with a girl that made me feel bored all the time and made me feel so lonely in the big mall.

Taking the monorail to Time square, my wallet was full of money to bring them to have a nice food out there. The 1st station was a concept shop in Sungei Wang, it was T-bowl. It is a close stool restaurant. It is decorated like we’re eating in toilet. But I’m starting to feel vomit when I read the menu. The name was so bad tasting. When my dish came, I can’t imagine how weird is that feel. Just like clinging beside the toilet bowl, eating those shit that made by me. Unsavory taste assaulted my tasting gestation, my tasting bulb and it brought me to shit place, vomit in the hell.

After this amazing shit comes from t-bowl, I had felt tremendously boring to them. What they chatting was like ear by month, all secret. What the hell was that? I started feel regret to come here. On the way back to TS, the sleepiness came to me. I started to showing out my bored to them.

Before all these jealous thing started, I though we’re just 3 in a group. My latest GF stared to looking around for a boy, it’s her newest toy. I really couldn’t saw the guy when they met. After all the damn boring stuff having from me and the lonely girl, I finally saw the short guy.

I’m such a nerd for her. From their back, I and the girl can saw the guy was merely
shorter than my latest GF.


All these comes from my sight, I was too bad to stray them out to compare with me. Maybe I was terribly infected the sickness of jealous. Asking myself, why my latest GF still accepting my invitation that day. It was the 1st date for them, why she asking me out to see them flirting to each other in front of me.


Before the end of the dizzy hell trip, I feel deeply sorry to them for my brickbats. It almost spoiled my image, pissed.

broken hearted

the 50th post

The 50^th post from me.

I was incredulous to believe I have written so many things in this leaf-ING room.

The purpose I built here is to bluffing all around and describe things happen on me.

Others blog maybe celebrate anniversary for year, but I celebrate my post age. Reviewing to those old posts, it was such a sweet memories to me.

Applauding myself here for my diligence to continue posting my words to this leaf-ING room.

Nothing more to write, but a earnestly appreciation from me to you. Thank you those who had come to read my blog or leave comment. Thank you very much.

haha....like idiot talking to itself....but it never fail to catch your attention.

T-SHIRT

Shontelle T-Shirt Lyrics:
Hey, trying to decide, trying to decide if I,
really wanna go out tonight.
I never use to go out without you,
I´m not sure I remember how to.
gonna be late gonna be late but,
all my girls gon have to wait cause,
I don´t know if I like my outfit.
I tried everything in my closet.

Nothing feels right when I´m not with you,
sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool,
trying to dress up when I´m missing you.
I´m a step out of this lingerie,
curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In bed I lay, with nothing but your t-shirt on.
Oh, with nothing but your t-shirt on.

Hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but I´m,
really hurting now that you´re gone.
I thought maybe I´d do some shopping,
but I didn´t get past the door and, now I don´t know, now
I don´t know if I´m, ever really gonna let you go and I,
couldn´t even leave my apartment.
I´m stripped down torn up about it.

Nothing feels right when I´m not with you,
sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool,
trying to dress up when I´m missing you.
I´m a step out of this lingerie,
curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In that I lay (lay), with nothing but your t-shirt on.
(all by myself) with nothing but your t-shirt on.
I´m all by myself with nothing but your t shirt on,
[ Find more Lyrics on http://mp3lyrics.org/QyxP ]
Oh,
with nothing but your t shirt on
(cause I miss you)
(cause I miss you)
with nothing but your t shirt on
(said I miss you baby)
Oh

Now I don´t know, now
I don´t know if I´m, ever really gonna let you go and I,
couldn´t even leave my apartment.
I´m stripped down torn up about it.

(Cause)
Nothing feels right when I´m not with you,
sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.
Taking them off cause I feel a fool,
trying to dress up when I´m missing you.
I´m a step out of this lingerie,
curl up in a ball with something Hanes.
In bed I lay

Nothing feels right when I´m not with you
Sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos
Taking them off cause I feel a fool
Trying to dress up when I´m missing you
(cause I miss you)
Ima step out of this lingerie
Curl up in a ball with something Hanes
(promise if you do)
In bed I lay
(I would be in bed)
with nothing but your t shirt on
Said I got nothing but your t-shirt on

Oh
(cause I wanna be close to you)
with nothing but your t-shirt on
I remember when you would like to see me
with nothing but your t-shirt on
Hey,(nothing but your t-shirt on)
let me tell you know,(nothing but your t-shirt on)
With nothing but your t-shirt on.
Lyrics: T-Shirt, Shontelle [end]

listen to this old song, I remember I have a t-shirt with my dream girl. it is an ordinary t-shirt, from a camp of she help to organize. although I cant go to her camp, but I asked my friend to buy. the size is small as well as tight. I have a giant size of body. obviously, I’ll wear this every time I go to meet her.

every time she saw me, she will continue asking me the same question. by the way, I felt embarrassing to tell her the truth. jz like this lyrics, it seems the girl is very love her boy. there are so many choices out there, why she still stubborn on that shirt? trying to dress up when I missing you.

buy a T-shirt for your girl. she will take that as a treasure.