Brain/Heart

It is all depends on your heart. But, are they real?

What do I mean real is that you truly know what you want and what you are longing for. There are times where distractions become the mist in your heart, making everything seems blur. There are times where wonderful imagination comes to our mind, making everything seems possible. But, are they really what we wanted in the first place?

Humans’ brains are malfunctioned when decision is needed to be made between what the mind says and what the heart tells. It makes us so hesitated and it lead to the root again, “what do we want?”

It has been a rough days for me to overcome this sickness. Everything from heart seems like a lie, and my mind tell me, dude, it just a joke. There were so many times when I over think the circumstances and the ending which will never happen on me. Even though there are zero chances, brains continue to be the joker and hearts is the liar.

So, always come back and reflect. Ask ourselves,

1. Is it what we need or what we want?

2. Will I regret if I’m not doing it?

3. Am I prepared for it?

Keep the surprise at last.

Who knows what the outcome is and who really cares?

There are always better things ahead, you wait or you grab, on your mark.

Matter Of Heart

19 days have gone, like lightning flashed in horizon of sky, all sorts of blizzard keep on rumbling to my mind. What I had done in this past few days? I have kept on reminding myself; live like a Man, the perfect Man from God, Jesus Christ.

Sigh….!!!

Gosh…!!!

Chill….!!!

These are the words I have rehearsed in front of myself. No doubt, we, human, did wrong. I couldn’t count with my fingers what I had done wrongly, it is uncountable. However, the problem on us, is not simply sorry and nothing. Someone is amended, “people did wrong, because we have to grow from failure”, I understand in the bottom of my heart. Everybody afraid their shortcoming is revealed, I’m not exception, and it is a fact. No matter how serious is the mistake, we should learn from it. If you have successfully overcome, the mistakes will just a déjà vu for us. Somehow, the déjà vu always entertained us, how stupid and silly we had to be when young.

I used to be an overly confidence guy. I have no afraid of being myself, strong. …………………………………………………………long long story I’m reminiscing. It seems nothing wrong. But, someone is really looking after us; he knows everything about us, including our heart and mind. Who should it be? Different people give different answer. For Christian, we should know who HE is. What we’re thinking, doing, planning, dreaming, everything are in His hand. He handles this universe.

I have done wrong, it is not late to change, but, what is our thought. It won’t be late if we step onto the journey.

The matter is, do we willing to go onto the journey?

Do we willing to change our attitude?

Do we willing to accept new things?

Don’t trust your heart. Heart is a murderer of our best. Refer to bible, the words is the answer, eternal in our universe, the only and the only best things we could have.

Live-ING

It is time to change.

It is another year we have to experience.

It is tough and harsh as well as it is expenditure.

A new year, a new hope and a new start, what should I do in this year?

It is not late to improve my English.

A long journey starts with a single step; I need to open my mouth to speak.

Nothing else could be archived if we did not start to do.

Nothing we could get if we are lazy.

Nothing could stop us if we strive to do and never give up.

Nothing is impossible.

Every miracle is created by our hands, not day dream.

Reminiscing yesterday, have I done something better compared to yesterday?

This is the question I always ask instead of have I eaten.

Happy 2011.

Triumph 2011-01-01

Never give up- start counting to 2012.

From 2011-01-01, Saturday, 9:10p.m, in front of computer. XD

Finally

HURRAY…..

WHAT THE HECK…

TIME TO CELEBRATE INDEPENTENT DAY….

WHAT ARE WAITING FOR….

REVEL TIME….

5…

4…

3…

2…

1…

I HAVE FULLY LEFT MY SCHOOL LIFE…

WHAT WILL BE THE NEXT…

COLLEGE…UNIVERSITY…OVERSEA…

OR ELSE…RETURN TO SCHOOL UNIFORM DAYS….

All sorts of questions keep rumbling in my brain, making it hard for me to retrieve. What should I do next? I have the time, without plans, it is useless, indeed. I am begging the national service to inform me about the place I’m going to. Absurd, our government is always running against snail, moreover, they always catching snail’s tail. I’m not pointing any finger to whom I meant, I just try dull out my inner scream.

It is the first time I feel I’m reading alien language in my mandarin exam. It is totally out of my range. Even worse, I couldn’t read a word in a simple sentence. In certain extent, I seldom revise my homework, it pays. Nothing I can change right now, it have been a past tense. It is time to relax…

Recently, Michael Jackson latest album has released. It is his dream, giving us his music and soul. I indeed love it. You are not alone, Michael, rest in peace.

Which will be better for future, engineering or business? Who can tell me by showing some examples. Maybe no one, it could be a tough questions to ourselves.

Starting this moment, I need to continue my life, shine relentlessly in my future career.

BUISNESS OR ENGINEERING….

ARH..!!!!!

today better than yesterday

Stop trampling me. The burden of As’ is trampling me. I’m render helpless…..

Can I shout above deafening buzz alone? Yes, I can. Yet, I failed. It is only a smattering of depression. I am trying to widen my mind. “I’m not an aged student.” mumbling myself. Peeping my father, he is 45, look better than me. Smile is always portrayed on his face. I should lean from him. As the saying goes, like father like son.

Today, my teacher thought me a word, native. I have known it very well. However, I didn’t use it in a proper way. It is adamant to use for describing races as well. I heard my class teacher said, are you pure chinise? Do you think how my tuition teacher answered? How pure do you want? 70%? Like alloy? LMAO………………………….

What can I do? Should I laugh? I used to be the same if he didn’t teach me. I definitely would have used“pure” Chinese to ask somebody. I think, others’ would LMAO on me.

Anyway, I appreciate this. We need to learn from mistake to make it better, best.

I bet you would not resist to LOL。 　　　　

murderer.....T_T

Showery days continue wreaking havoc in several countries. It seems our mother nature is revenging to us. I read an article recently as it said our earth is mad. Polar bear has been started eating their “children”. Some huge bears even eat the corpse from the coffin. It sounds crazy. I have overwhelmed food which causes me so fat. Absurd, the bear has nothing to eat? Do I finish its food? Or do I hunt them to eat? Sorry, I do not. But I switch on air-cond to kill them unintentionly.

I think more effort should be taken. We cannot point finger at anyone because we are murderer too. After 7 years more, I would like to make a scheme to protect them, trying my best to resort measures on the global worming. In a certain extent, our country would be a massive oven if the temperature continues increasing drastically. Furthermore, the weatherman will predict higher reading of temperature which is awful. Oh my god. We will back to heaven soon~~”

Animals are between the devil and the deep blue sea. We are the one who says loud but do least. We will be paid. If we do not want the bears to kill us, then we should switch off our air-cond. Remember, do as you would be done by. Do be an empty vessels making the most noice. This is what we are now. I’m the one also… T_T

The Days

I am flying,

Soaring through the air,

Looking up the clouds, I hold my breath,

Can I do this?

Everything comes in twinkling of an eye. It is too fast. I awake from a dream, swirling in the melodies with the singing birds. As usual, I keep my finger crossed, hoping it will be a good day.

With the drowsy scent of slumber still enveloping me, I fumble my way into the bathroom.

As I busy brushing my teeth, the thought of SPM is imminent. Counting down the days left, my heart starts huffing and puffing. If my dreams could bring me towards an ideal world which is stress less, I would be the sleeping princess forever.

The morning is fine. There is a slight breeze in the scented air. It certainly seems like the tough day is over. I continue studying solely.

These are the mornings before SPM.

I have a very long time did not log on here. Just in the usual way, I ended my words with wish. I do not think a man can handle all things perfectly. No one is super. So, I do speak loudly, in the highest amplitude, saying “I can”.

No matter how tough it is, nothing is impossible.

As the saying goes “if the first time you do not succeed, try again”. The only loser is those who give up before trying. CHEER!!!!

^^v